Housework Is The Devil....

I am not having a great day. I have gotten nothing done, I'm once again in a bit of a funk. CHAOS is blooming all around me, though of course it isn't as bad as it has been. But it is worse then it has been recently. I've been smoking like a chimney, not drinking my water, not eating right...I'm starting to fall back into my old patterns. And I'm getting irritated with myself.

I have the know-how to clean, to do everything I need to do, to balance everything. But my mental discipline has vanished. I feel like a yo yo - scattered, distracted, irritated. And that's not me. But for some reason I keep standing in my own way. Can I just take me out of the picture entirely?